year end survey galing kay danibab . . .

mula kay danibab . . .

1. What did you do in 2007 that you'd never done before?

~ humawak ng music scoring ng isang stage play (wala champion eh) ^^

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
~ hindi kasi uso sakin yun eh . . . pag feel ko gawin, go lang . . .

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
~ oo dalawang kaibigan . . . ^^

4. Did anyone close to you die?
~ tito ko . . .

5. What countries did you visit?
~ singapore at malaysia . . . (ampness)

6. What would you like to have in 2008 that you lacked in 2007?
~ whew! dame . . .more Confidence, Sipag, Tiyaga, Peace of mind, Healed heart, work, and to be more focus on my priorities.

7. What date from 2007 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
~ err hindi cia date . . umm yung nanalo kami sa play, summer, first semester, mga memories sa dorm at konti nitong second semester.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
~ mejo napalapit ako sa kanya at kaya ko pa pala tumayo ulit (yunnayon)

9. What was your biggest failure?
~ (actually who) xa at c xxx . .

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
~ infected fingers lang naman (xet badtrep)

11. What was the best thing you bought?
~ ipod (dopie ang pangalan nia) at mga bagong palaka ^^

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
~ ako nalang (walang aangal)

13. Whose behaviour appalled you and made you depressed?
~ ako rin.

14. Where did most of your money go?
~ pangangailangan at luho.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
~ wala kong matandaang na excite ako tong taon nato =(

16. What song/s will always remind you of 2007?
~ look after you by the fray, let’s get fucked up and die by motion city soundtrack

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

i. happier or sadder? --> happier and sadder

ii. thinner or fatter? --> fatter

iii. richer or poorer? --> sakto lang

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
~ focused more on my studies and health.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
~ impairments and laziness.

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
~ I spent it with my family.

22. Did you fall in love in 2007?
~ unfortunately yes I did.

23. How many one-night stands?
~ wala

24. What was your favorite TV program?
~ heroes . . .

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
~ yes . . .

26. What was the best book you read?
~ for one more day by mitch albom.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
~ ang bandang motion city soundtrack

28. What did you want and get?
~ konting katahimikan at privacy sa loob ni dzoi (watsupwitdat)

29. What did you want and not get?
~ matinong lablayp. (sagot ni danidab at sagot ko rin)

30. Favorite film/s of this year?
~ 300, transformers, bridge to terabithia at hitman.

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
~ nagpakain tapos painom . . . 19 y/o

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
~ xa sana . . . (Oksowatsdapoint?)

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007?
~ comfortable at laid back pa rin idagdag mo ang uniform na pang clinical ^^

34. What kept you sane?
~ familia, mga kaibigan, xa at c xxx . . . pag-aaral (ampness)

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
~ johnny depp (wiwit)

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
~ ung sa manila penn at biglang may curfew daw (pero hindi ko naman naramdaman)

37. Who did you miss?
~ mga magulang at malalayong kaibigan.

38. Who was the best new person/people you met?
~ cozy house family, mga bagong psychotic na kaibigan.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007.
~ hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon kelangan unahin ang iba at everyone lies talaga.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
~ "this must be it, welcome to the new year." (by M.C.S)

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happy holidays! ^^

Merry Christmas Everyone!

Wishing you all a happy christmas! Enjoy the Noche Buena guys ^^

And don't forget to go to church tomorrow . . .

It's "HIS" day, not ours hehe

keepsafe!

see you all soon!

^^

cozy's christmas party . . .

Cozy House Family's Christmas party . . .

It's our first Christmas party actually, and were looking forward for more in the
coming years! hehehe :D

before the actual party, there have been a lot of probs .. like 'bout bispren neth - we all thought she wouldn't come cause she was really sick .. but everyone was so surprised when she made it haha.

well the real issue there is, neth's the head of "what to do's" in the party that's why everyone went nuts when neth got sick haha. so we are all forced to move our lazy asses to make this party happen hehe
.. well sayang naman talaga if hindi namin itutuloy, cause matagal narin naman ito napag handaan and napag ipunan. =)

more photos here >>>

hapee christmas everyone!

cozy house family . . .

motion city soundtrack

motion city soundtrack

i love their songs !

they got good lyrics and rhythm . . . i would like to thank my friend "thinapay" for introducing this band to me months ago . . .

Motion City Soundtrack is an American pop punk band from Minneapolis, Minnesota. They have released three albums, all are on Epitaph Records. Their third full-length album entitled Even If It Kills Me, was released September 18, 2007. Currently, the band is enjoying international recognition, with strong fan-bases in countries such as Britain, Canada, Japan, and Australia. - wikipedia


Current Members:

Joshua Cain – Guitars, Backing Vocals
Jesse Johnson – Synthesizer
Justin Pierre – Vocals, Guitars
Matthew Taylor – Bass Guitar, Backing Vocals, Piano
Tony Thaxton – Drums, Percussion, Backing Vocals


official website >>>

walkathon hustler! ^^

Walkathon hustler! – Thanks to kristhel I got a new title for myself. ^^

Why walkathon? Well since the sem-break started, I didn’t stay much in the house. Often times I’m at cavite – if not in the dorm I’m at GMA in my tita"s house. I just go home once a week. Most of the time I’m at the road travelling from one place to another. Then Thel and I had this joke that I’m just like joining a walk-marathon, and by always roaming around (like being in a walk-marathon) that made me to be the "walkathon hustler", so there. ^^

I thought that this would be my last sem-break so why not go seize the moment.

Our first getaway is at Pansol, Laguna in where we had our "night swimming part II ". It was so nice, we get to unwind from the stressful stuffs this last sem gave us.

Our second get away is at Chard’s place (Canyon Woods Tagaytay). Chard’s place is totally awesome! It’s like paradise. We do nothing but eat, sleep, watch DVD’s (I love their movie room), play some sports and have tons of fun. We all had a blast, we really enjoyed our stay there and we can’t wait to go back. ^^

morning view from chard's house.

The next night, we (cozy house people) decided to have a food trip at Sanctuario, a resto and coffee shop at Tagaytay. We love their bulalo and the place is so beautiful that you want to go back again and again. It’s like the third time we went there.

After having days of "grand vacation", it’s also time for me to finish some school stuffs like my psychological report for my OJT. And after I finished it and get to pass it to my CI I was so relieved that I celebrate and treat myself that same day. ^^

About the following days or should I say weeks, we’re just bum’s in the dorm. We’re living the life of the modern pigs ^^. We do nothing but eat, sleep, watch DVD’s, go on line, go to malls, watch movies etsetera etsetera. It was so good and if I could only freeze that moment, which is doing those, I will, for that’s all I want to do in my life. "mag buhay baboy!".

But of course it can’t always be that way. And I’ve been thinking about that issue every damn day of my life and it kinda cross my thoughts again these past few weeks. I always wonder what will happen after I graduated from college. Honestly I don’t want to graduate yet, I know I’m still not ready to work. In short I don’t want to step outside my comfort zone yet. (sigh) kinda reminds me of what Ms. O (one of our professors) once told us, that it breaks their (professors) hearts whenever students say that they don’t want to live the school yet for they think they didn’t learn anything. I’m not saying I didn’t learn anything for I really learned a lot especially when I shifted. It’s just that I can already imagine what will happen to me when I’m already working. It’s like "the future freaks me out!" (a song by Motion City Soundtrack). But anyway I know I have to grow and take even bigger risks (thanks CHIZZY).

And so it is, second semester is about to begin and I hate it. But there’s nothing I can do but to accept everything that will come along the way with arms, heart and mind wide open.

So good luck to me and to everyone I know who will graduate this coming march. ^^

some photos this sem-break :

~ at chard's place . . .

~ at sanctuario . . .

~ night swimming part II

singapore - malaysia tour . . .

the main reason for going to Singapore and Malaysia was - our professors said that it was an
educational tour and that upon confirming to the tour, the remaining 100 hours of our OJT will be void, and other thing is, it could be consider as part of our Major subject - Organizational Development. so more or less we all thought that it was a good offer. well i didn't actually thought that my parents will say yes in this, but i was surprised when they said YES haha. of course it was a YIPEE! for me hehe .. it was my first time to went out of the country plus i'm with my friends so it was loads of fun ...

before the tour there have been a lot of issues ... 'bout the students that will come, not coming and those who backed out ... the passports and other papers .. etsera .. but it was all solved .. in a way ..

and so we finally went to Singapore ...

on our way to the airport ... i was a bit excited and anxious at the same time. perhaps because my lola was still at the hospital when i was leaving, though they told me that she'll be release their anytime soon .. but still you know, i worry a lot 'bout her whenever she's brought at the hospital .... and then it kinda cross my mind how my parents felt when they were leaving the phil. ... i don't know .. there's really 'bout terminals and airports that makes me sad ... you know that feeling when you can't wait to the place you'll be at the same time you hate to say goodbye to the place your leaving. i wanna throw up when i felt that feeling.

i wanna go home . . .

anyway ...

i hate the plane when it was taking off -- actually it was the 'ear pressure something' that i hate.
good thing i brought tons of bubblegums hehehe ... but the whole flight was cool actually

inside my view finder . . .

we stayed there for 3 days ... i must say Singapore was really a clean place! wow! there's even a fine when you throw some waste, cigarette butt or even candy wrapper at the street .. but the weather was not as i was expecting it. i'm kind of disappointed, it's a bit hot, felt like i'm still at manila hehe .... we ate at different restaurants .. man! i was so happy with the foods! (though yshra's not hehe) seafood galore! hehehe one of my fave !

3 days of gluttony

the whole tour was fun .... until by the second day, we all realize that it's not actually an educational tour .. rather we just went there to go goofing around while touring the whole place, whole day and going to the shopping areas at night .... woah! what a scam!!! damn. you won't imagine the look on our faces that moment ... were so disappointed to our department ... sigh ...

well there's nothing we can do 'bout it ... instead we just forced ourselves to enjoy ... it's like, bonding with my friends at Singapore and Malaysia and shopping there, has been our consolation prize .... so all in all the whole trip was full of fun (thanks to my friends and the places itself) and very disappointing (thanks to our department ...)

Singapore - Malaysia tour

all the photos are here >>>

~ from kuya john ...

~ from juneseven ...

~ from my cam ...

adios! my sweetest downfall . . .

well, as expected . . .

we can never really be together . . .

you are so out of my reach . . .

but I'll still do what i said to myself i will . . .

to look after you . . .

my xa . . .

bear with me . . .

basically this post is for someone

i never thought i would like so much . . .

xa >>>

this is for you . . .

= <

outlet . . .

check it out . . .


it's a re-post actually >>>


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THANK YOU! ^^

best of thanks to everyone who remembered my birthday!

here >>>

you all made my birthday this year

exceptional!

^^

birthday wish list (hoping!)

some of my birthday wish list . . .

since my birthday is fast approaching . . .

here >>>

hope some of it come through!

hehehe

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a piece of me & emotional calamities . . . i'm hanging on . . . ^^

P.S. This blog is personal. It is not my intention to target anyone in specific. And as what Coco said: Reader Discretion is advised. Peace everyone. ^^

Well I guess this will be my first time to talk about stuffs that is not figuratively or in the form of poem. I always thought that telling something about myself is a like a suicide. Because I’m about to tell others a piece of me in which I don’t know if they will understand or not. But I don’t care if they won’t. As they say, "you can’t please everybody." ^^ Also I didn’t post this just to get some attention. I don’t need anyone’s pity. I’m also tired of explaining myself to people who kept on asking, "musta ka na?", so the next time someone will ask me that cliché, I’ll just give the address of my multiply account for him/her to find out. Peace =)

One night I came to contemplate the neighborhood. The cold summer breeze swing me back to the days, days when my psyche were still blameless, clean-handed, simple, harmless… come to think of it, a lot of things changed… I, changed a lot along with all what happened… I had transformed myself into something I didn’t expect to be or should I say I’ve been avoiding becoming. Unfortunately hostility is now running on my blood. Unconsciously the beast within me grew into a sturdy being. For some sanity I start to lose trust to people, sometimes even to the close ones. Perhaps, because of random stuffs that I’ve gone through this past years. So moreover it’s been a crazy ride.

It’s been almost two years now since I shifted course. It’s been a year now since my MOMMA left to work her ass off abroad. Also it’s been a year now since I transferred from my old dorm inside the campus to our "happy tree house" now (our second tree house actually ^^). After shifting was actually the start of my adventure in this vast land a.k.a. LIFE. The biggest challenge was to face everything now solely. Because I shifted, I have to deal with a different or new group again, coz I won’t be with my old block mates anymore plus I will be an irregular student. Then because my momma left, we, together with my brother and sister are on our own now, meaning we need to be responsible with ourselves now, like in our studies, how are we going to handle our relationship with other people, et setera et setera. So definitely everything is in a new settings. I’ve undergone a lot of good-byes with people that are so close in my heart, and it was so hard. I’m the kind of person who attaches easily to people and to things but really having a hard time to detach thy self to them. I also came to the point where I really want to go out of my old dorm. Perhaps boredom stroked me. I thought that once I get out of this box, probably I would have a new life. So I did it. Summer ’06 when I started to dorm outside the campus. Everything went well, but little did I know this is where my saturation point will begin. I think I don’t need to expand the story that much coz the rest is way too personal. Sorry. ^^

To sum up the story I’ve encountered a lot of betrayals, foul misjudgments, people (most) underestimated me. I’ve been through a lot -- grief, pain, loneliness, and suffering (believe it or not). There was also this time that I really need the help of this person, but sadly she can’t give me any help. I’m the type of person who’s willing to give a hand to people who needs my help, but what’s frustrating was when the time comes that I’m the one in need, suddenly no ones there (doesn’t really apply to every situation, but this happens most of the time). Since that incident unconsciously I limit myself in helping others. I mean I’m not being selfish or what, let say I’m just being careful with my self now. I don’t want to be used again that’s all. But despite all the sad, frustrating and horrible things that happened to me, still I have happy moments. Moments I spent with my true friends and family (before, I thought that family is an accident by birth, coz if you’ll just know my story bout my family, tsk tsk, hehe, but as time goes by, I’d say one way or another with your family, your home).

Once a friend told me, So which way is home. i don't like to be here but i'm here so i have to like it because i'm here anyway. Gets? (Thanks chiz for this line, and she’s right, doesn’t mean that just because you don’t like where you are at the moment you can’t be happy, everyone have different view bout happiness anyway). I remember what Jessica Zafra said: "though I don’t always look like, I’m happy."

Lastly, (yes we’re now in the end coz it’s pass one in the morning and my astigmatism is striking), even though most of the time I abuse myself, and no matter how bad or good I’ve been that day. God knows whom and what I pray to him every night. If there’s one thing that I will always do and remember that is to always love, understand and trust myself, coz no matter what, at the end of the day, it’s always myself that I’m with, and not anybody else. And I’m proud to announce that though I'm still stuck in my "saturation point", I’m trying to rebuild myself from all the emotional calamities that I’ve gone through. ^^

secret window

I know I’m so late for watching this movie, but hey, who cares I loooove it! Haha!
I may say that this is one of the movies that have a great twist. And it really amaze me whenever there’s a twist of stories especially when it's so freaking awesome! here's my fave line:

"someday every bit of her will be gone

and her death will remain a mystery,
even to me . . . – Morton Rainey (Johnny Depp)

>> oh and did I mention, Johnny Depp is so gorgeous in this movie. J. Depp MARRY ME! haha!

i hate hate hate . . .

~ I hate waking up early in the morning.
(I love to sleep, though I am an insomniac.)

~ I hate it when everything around me is obscene.
(Except when I’m running out of time to do the chores.)

~ I hate the freaking VANS at Dasma.
(They’re the reason why I’m always late for work.)

~ I hate getting stranded in traffic.
(Just hate the traffic. I never learned to deal with it.)

~ I hate DUMBO! (I can already see a question mark above your head.)
(Just the thought of her pisses me off!)

~ I hate waiting for the clock to turn 5 PM.
(I want to go home to sleep T_T)

~ I kinda hate this OJT.
(I didn’t get the chance to enjoy my summer 07 coz of it.)

grrr . . .

in memory of bingo . . .

Our old dog "Bingo" past away this afternoon . . . He’d been our dog since I was in 6th grade and guess what, now I’m already graduating from college haha! Anyway, it really makes me sad when I heard the news. Though I was expecting it a week before he died. Because they said he’s not feeling well these past few weeks and he’s not eating his foods. Actually at first I thought that his just being choosy with his food but then I realized that his already old and perhaps almost near his end. So somehow I have ready myself for this moment, but still it’s so hard. You can laugh if you want. I don’t care. Bingo is part of our family, even my parents (who’s not here in Phil.) got sad when they heard the news. We love him dearly and now that his gone I wonder if my dog Atlas can cope up with his lost. They we’re very good buddies. May you rest in peace my beloved Bingo.

bottleneck day !

haha wala pa ko matinong tulog! >,<

beerday kasi ng kada q . .

c rexxi boi!

apee bday rexxi . . ^^

tapos ng inuman, kila naner n kami tumambay . .

tapos derecho na ko uwi ng dasma kinaumagahan . .

ang tindi ng init ng araw . . .

tanghali na rin ako nkarating dorm . .

nung nasa byahe tinxt ko si tine . .

sabi ko :

" hehe there's a cloud shaped dolphin . .
then you cross my mind . . take care . . ^^

ayun . . wala lang adik kasi un sa dolphin . .

around 2 pm punta na kami ni neth sa SM . .

ngayon kasi showing ng SPIDER MAN 3 . .

dami tao grabe . .

tapos mineet namin si paolo . . ^^

may date kasi si tinne haha!

maganda naman ung movie . . .

ayos naman . . .

daming talaga tao sa movie house . . .

hehe . .

inulit pa ulit namin . .

tapos kain . .

tapos uwi saglit ng dorm . .

tapos . .

tapos . .

tapos . .

eto na . .

naka on line . . . ^^

haha !

apir!

^^

HEY YOU! GGRRRR . . . >,<

hoy DUMBO! gago ka!

dont judge me based on your ignorance!

humanda ka sakin!

ggrrrr talaga!

i'm so fucking pissed!

bitch! bitch!

>,<

second round . . . ^^

whew!

okea . . second week na namin bukas ng OJT . .

sana mas maging sensible ako this week hehe . . .

at higit sa lahat sana hindi nako ma-late! wah!

i'm really having a hard time waking up early in the morning . . . ^^

can't help it . . hirap talaga ko matulog ng maaga pag gabi . .

at hirap gumising ng maaga . . T_T

pero hindi dapat lagi ganon . .

kaya ginagawa ko lahat para mabago yon . . hehe . .

anyway . . till here nalang muna . .

kelangan ko na matulog . . ^^

maaga pa bukas . .

goodnight luna!

goodnight universe!

^.^

zzzzzzzz . . . .

now this is suicide . . .

B A N G !

waah . .

we survived the first week of our OJT . . .


haha pasaway lang ako kasi hindi ako pumasok kahapon [friday] !


anyway bawi nalang ako sa monday . . ^^


my 4 weeks pa naman . . T_T


yipee kitakits na kami maya sa school ng blockmates ko . .


na-miss ko talaga sila . . ^^


sayang ala si breadpan . .


kelangan pa nia mag apply eh . . [wawa naman]


but honestly . . .


nung nag start na kami mag OJT . . .


don ko na realize na comfort zone pala talaga ng isang

student ang school . . .


iba pala talaga ang laban sa labas . . .


you have to be a survivor . . .


kaya goodluck nalang sakin! hehe . . ^^

sigh . . .

grabe kapagod . . .

pero kaya pa . .

ehe . . .

^^

yawn !

*hikab*unat* . . .

grabe inumaga nanaman tayo sa comp shop vin . . .

tara na . . .

tulog na tayo . . .

*yawn*

weee!

hahaha =)

sa wakas!

mag start na kami sa monday!

weeee!

pagawaan pa ng tobacco!

destiny . .

^^
wish us luck!

do i really have to ?

i wonder what will be the result of this fucking OJT . . .

for pete's sake! i wonder who started it all . .

whoever you are F**k you!

ggggrrrrrr . . .

a maundy thursday . . .

we went to nasugbu batangas . .

weee i got a lot of new photo op's! . . sunset, beach . .

love it! . . . ang super negra ko!

ang sexxy ni tetay! wiwit! haha! . . ^^

more photos here >>

cheeseburger . . .

i don't know why but i'm in an optimistic mood today,

my friend cheeseburger said :

"maybe your on a high . . and that's good . . . "

waaahhh . . .

( it better be good . . minsan lang to!)

^^

ugh ugh ugh . . .

can't think of anything yet . . . ^^