God help us.

view outside our house. bull crap.

I'm good, I'm gone.

"and if you say I'm not OK; we mus-t go...

if you say there ain't no way that i could know..

if you say i aim too high from down below..

well, say you're not 'cause when i'm gone

you'll be callin' but i won't be at the phone..."

- Lykke Li ♥

a F.A.T. life...

September:

*started working.

Wow what a training! You got to have a firm discipline to yourself if you want to pass and make it to the “floor” (as we call our workplace). You have to remember that you’re not a student anymore, and those petty excuses that you use to say to your professors back in college won’t work here. Fortunately I made it. Passed the training and now I’m officially 7 months on the floor, continuously working my ass off to be a better agent. 

 

October:

*hiatus.

I must say I sacrificed a lot when I started working. First off, goodbye leisure time and then goodbye gimmicks, technically goodbye social life (well not really, let’s just say I’m still on the adjustment period then). See also: goodbye road trips and morning views. I’m now an official nocturnal being – at least I’m paid for being one unlike before. There was even a time when I already forgot how a mall looks like and how it’s like to party hard and get wasted. Yes friends, believe it or not I tried to stay away from vices, but.... let’s say I can’t help it… so there…geez.

At some point I felt so static, that it seems every day is a copy of a copy of a copy of yesterday. To think it’s been only one month since I fell on this hell hole and I’m giving up already. So I shook myself up for me to realize that I’ve only just begun.

 

November:

*level up.

2 months and I’ve already committed a lot of offenses haha. I was put onto action plan because of my lates and guess when it’s going to fall off?? *ehem* by February! Damn it. I can’t afford to be late again or else I’ll be terminated. Talk about my old disease.

 

December:

*the season to be jolly. (not really applicable to me)

By this time “you can already feel the spirit of holidays” as they say. But to us “yeah right, holidays!” hell it’s a “blackout period”, meaning you can’t go on absent no matter how terrible and sick you feel (unless you’re dying haha). And MALAS mo if at Christmas you have a work (which basically what happened to me). Malas.

Though I wasn’t able to spend Christmas with my family, I must say it’s quite an experience spending your holidays at the office with some good company anyway.

See also: I’m glad to say, atleast I got to attend  some christmas parties – with my Cozy House Family and Psychoe friends :)

 

January:

*another year to screw.

Just like with Christmas, I wasn’t able to spend the New Year with my family too. Where am I?? At my freaking work. Taking calls, while the whole world is having a good time. As I remember, I was then talking to a caller (an old lady) who needs my help that moment for a one special phone number (a residential listing), after I was able to find and gave her the number, I was so touched when she told me “Happy New Year Operator and may you have a wonderful year! I’m so sorry you have to work today to help us.” And I was like, “No worries, it’s my pleasure to help you ma’am. Have a Blessed New Year too!” After that call, I logged out and pause for a while. God! I almost cried! I miss my family! Specially my parents who’s not here in P.I.

 

February:

* crossing my fingers.

Finally my C.A’s fell off. And finally I’m already regularized. Got transferred to a new TM, TL, and Team, let’s just hope I’ll do well this time.

 

March:

*wow. it’s been one year.

Can’t believe it, it’s already one year since I graduated from college. Time flies really fast.

Congratulations to my “bispren neth” and “cza cza gurl”!!  happy graduation and good luck to your career guys! I wish you both the best  :)

 

April:

*tumblingmoments.

So freaking fed up. Nuff’ said.

much respect.

it’s true that life is such a kaleidoscope world …

but you proved everyone that despite all the hurdles, it can still be a happy battle …

thank you so much for the music …

you’re now a true freeman …

so long super proxy!

 

photo came from his site.

Tokyo!

wickedly weird.

"get the story right. get the story right. get the story down.

be good."


You can also watch the Tokyo! trailer in high definition here.

Kermit Bale

What do Christian Bale and Kermit the Frog have in common? haha you'll love this!

found these photos in here CLICK - CLICK


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nice smile !


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haha weee tambling !


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e.)




why so serious ??


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g.)




whatta HUNK !


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hahaha


i.)

sigh.

"I never realize how much I like being home unless I've been somewhere really different for a while ..." - Juno (movie)

movies: my must watch list

some movies that I’m looking forward to watch soon.

If this movie doesn't touch you, then go ahead and touch yourself…

They said that “it is pretty much the most sexually fueled thing you'll see all year.” – FS.net

Choke is both written and directed by first-time filmmaker and actor Clark Gregg. The film is an adaption of Fight Club writer Chuck Palahniuk's novel of the same name.

Follow our directions, and you live through this. Disobey, and you die.

It has a unique action, a mysterious storyline, and Shia LaBeouf and Michelle Monaghan working together
= Kickass!

Eagle Eye is directed by D.J. Caruso, of The Salton Sea and last year's Disturbia. The story for the film was actually imagined by Steven Spielberg but the script was penned by Eli Attie ("The West Wing", "House") and John Glenn (upcoming Clash of the Titans remake).






I had love Guy Ritchie's films since my friend Ahmed introduced his movies to me. So I bet this one is going to be pretty awesome too.

RocknRolla is both written and directed by British filmmaker Guy Ritchie, of Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels, Snatch, and Revolver previously.

Honestly it's the trailer that caught my attention. I know nothing 'bout Max Payne except that it’s an adaptation of the video game with the same title. And I think Mark Wahlberg will show some edge of action here.

Max Payne is directed by Irish filmmaker John Moore, of Behind Enemy Lines, Flight of the Phoenix, and The Omen previously, with a screenplay written by first-time writer Beau Thorne. The film is based on the popular Max Payne series of third-person-shooter video games that first arrived in 2001.

What is it with you and women? ...

I’d say another masterpiece from one of my favorite director – Frank Miller (Sin City, 300). If you could still remember i have posted the teaser trailer of this movie before. *see my videos*

The Spirit is both written and directed by legendary comic book author Frank Miller, who previously worked with Robert Rodriguez to direct segments of Sin City. The film is based Will Eisner's newspaper comic strip of the same name that originally debuted in 1940.

With you it's always complicated.


And yes, another badass movie from my beloved Jason Statham. I bet this movie is going to be as exciting as the Transporter 1 and 2. Can't wait for november.

Transporter 3 is directed by French filmmaker Olivier Megaton, of Exit, The Red Siren, and Angie previously, with a script penned by both and Robert Mark Kamen and Luc Besson, the same two who also wrote the first and second Transporter.

P.S. I recommend you watch the trailers of these movies so you'll know what I mean.

take a read . . .

When I got up this morning (or this lunch rather) one of my favorite movie Fight Club (thanks to my friends who introduced this movie to me) crossed my thoughts. Then I started browsing the i-net until I land on this webpage. I found these lines from fight club (both from the movie and the book – where the movie was adopted).

I miss my Fight Club dvd (cza! hear me! haha). Anyway enjoy reading. I love these lines/quotations and even if my day is just starting – it made my day already.

Quotations from Fight Club
by Chuck Palahniuk, 1996

This was freedom. Losing all hope was freedom. ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 2

This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time. ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 3

If I could wake up in a different place, at a different time, could I wake up as a different person? ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 3

You buy furniture. You tell yourself, this is the last sofa I will ever need in my life. Buy the sofa, then for a couple years you're satisfied that no matter what goes wrong, at least you've got your sofa issue handled. Then the right set of dishes. Then the perfect bed. The drapes. The rug. Then you're trapped in your lovely nest, and the things you used to own, now they own you. ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 5

"If you don't know what you want," the doorman said, "you end up with a lot you don't." ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 5

I just don't want to die without a few scars. ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 6

After a night in fight club, everything in the real world gets the volume turned down. Nothing can piss you off. Your word is law, and if other people break that law or question you, even that doesn't piss you off. ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 6

Maybe self-improvement isn't the answer.... Maybe self-destruction is the answer. ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 6

At the time, my life just seemed too complete, and maybe we have to break everything to make something better out of ourselves. ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 6

Nothing was solved when the fight was over, but nothing mattered. ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 6

"It's only after you've lost everything," Tyler says, "that you're free to do anything." ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 8

By this time next week, each guy on the Assault Committee has to pick a fight where he won't come out a hero. And not in fight club. This is harder than it sounds. A man on the street will do anything not to fight. The idea is to take some Joe on the street who's never been in a fight and recruit him. Let him experience winning for the first time in his life. Get him to explode. Give him permission to beat the crap out of you. You can take it. If you win, you screwed up. "What we have to do, people," Tyler told the committee, "is remind these guys what kind of power they still have." ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 16

For thousands of years, human beings had screwed up and trashed and crapped on this planet, and now history expected me to clean up after everyone. I have to wash out and flatten my soup cans. And account for every drop of used motor oil. And I have to foot the bill for nuclear waste and buried gasoline tanks and landfilled toxic sludge dumped a generation before I was born. ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 16

I wanted to burn the Louvre. I'd do the Elgin Marbles with a sledgehammer and wipe my ass with the Mona Lisa. This is my world, now. This is my world, my world, and those ancient people are dead. ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 16

"Recycling and speed limits are bullshit," Tyler said. "They're like someone who quits smoking on his deathbed." ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 16

You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake. You are the same decaying organic matter as everyone else, and we are all part of the same compost pile. ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 17

...you're not how much money you've got in the bank. You're not your job. You're not your family, and you're not who you tell yourself.... You're not your name.... You're not your problems.... You're not your age.... You are not your hopes. ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 18

All a gun does is focus an explosion in one direction. You have a class of young strong men and women, and they want to give their lives to something. Advertising has these people chasing cars and clothes they don't need. Generations have been working in jobs they hate, just so they can buy what they don't really need. ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 19

We don't have a great war in our generation, or a great depression, but we do, we have a great war of the spirit. We have a great revolution against the culture. The great depression is our lives. We have a spiritual depression. ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 19

I am the all-singing, all-dancing crap of this world.... I am the toxic waste by-product of God's creation. ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 23

...when deep-space exploitation ramps up, it will probably be the megatonic corporations that discover all the new planets and map them. The IBM Stellar Sphere. The Philip Morris Galaxy. Planet Denny's. Every planet will take on the corporate identity of whoever rapes it first. Budweiser World. ~Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club, Chapter 23

Quotations from the movie Fight Club, 1999
screenplay by Jim Uhls, directed by David Fincher

When you have insomnia, you're never really asleep, and you're never really awake. ~Fight Club movie, screenplay by Jim Uhls, directed by David Fincher, novel by Chuck Palahniuk

The things you own end up owning you. It's only after you lose everything that you're free to do anything. ~Fight Club movie, screenplay by Jim Uhls, directed by David Fincher, novel by Chuck Palahniuk

I say never be complete. I say stop being perfect. I say let's evolve. Let the chips fall where they may. ~Fight Club movie, screenplay by Jim Uhls, directed by David Fincher, novel by Chuck Palahniuk

How much can you know about yourself if you've never been in a fight? ~Fight Club movie, screenplay by Jim Uhls, directed by David Fincher, novel by Chuck Palahniuk

Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. ~Fight Club movie, screenplay by Jim Uhls, directed by David Fincher, novel by Chuck Palahniuk

We're the middle children of history.... no purpose or place. We have no Great War, no Great Depression. Our great war is a spiritual war. Our great depression is our lives. ~Fight Club movie, screenplay by Jim Uhls, directed by David Fincher, novel by Chuck Palahniuk

You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world. ~Fight Club movie, screenplay by Jim Uhls, directed by David Fincher, novel by Chuck Palahniuk

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Batman : The Dark Knight

WOW. I’d say the best batman movie ever. (ok. so far. ‘coz there might be another one in the future) but still, it was really astounding. It’s modern, virtually-arresting, jaw-dropping, superb cast and story line, not to forget there are a lot of heart-racing scenes that made the movie more thrilling.

why so serious?

And another WOW for Mr. Heath Ledger's performance, it was really remarkable. Joker gave me goosebumps! I was so amused and frightened at the same time while watching him piss off everyone’s sorry asses in the gotham city. And I personally think he's out-jokered Jack Nicholson's long-held title by far, since Heath has taken Joker’s character to another level with more depths of emotion and complexity. Geez hands down to you Mr. Ledger, it’s just kinda sad to think that you can’t play Joker again for the next Batman movie.

the dark knight ...

Well also a big applause to director Christopher Nolan for doing a great job on this movie (but I still love you Mr. Tim Burton hehe). And in addition this was the first time that I admired Batman’s character, (thanks to Christian Bale ) because before, I love batman’s villains more than him haha. Well Mr. Bale also deserves some round of applause in his performance in this movie.

Even though Heath Ledger passed away, I read some scoop from the internet in which we can find out some of what Ledger went through in portraying the dark clown thanks to FHM (I just don’t know which FHM mag that is). It was said that the magazine had an interview with Ledger last year and here's some of what he had to say of the role he considered the "most fun [he's] had."

"I just locked myself away and formed a little diary and experimented with voices… I ended up making him within the realm of a psychopath kind of like zero empathy or very little to no conscience towards his acts which is fun because there's no real limits on their boundaries to what he would say or how he would say something or what he would do… it's always a very personal process in terms of how you land in your characters shoes, so to speak, it's a combination of reading all the comic books I could and the script, and then just really closing my eyes and meditating on it. Chris and I very much see eye to eye on how the character should be played, and that was evident from the first kind of meeting we had on the project. We both had identical images in our minds and so I went away, found it, came back." –Heath Ledger

He really makes it sound so easy but of course for everyone who had seen the movie it was not easy at all. Personally I think this is Ledger’s best performance throughout his career. Too bad one of the best villain ever is gone.

here's the full interview >>>




let's put a smile on that face ...

kiss You or keep You

xoxo chuppa pee's haha =)

first, the "xoxo" thing was libby's influence haha ...

second, my mobile is functioning again and i'm glad 'bout it ..

and finally, after a loooong time ...

chuppa pee's reunion !

these four gurls reminds me of my days at dorm 110 …

crazy nights + water time + movie marathons + essential talks + high times! + curfews +bathroom sessions + food trips + music addicts ...

my sorority sisters . . .

my first family at dorm ! hope too see you soon my chuppa pee’s !

background music *Take a Picture by Filter*

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