the meltdown . . .

Geez. The weather is so unstable. Whenever I get up around 4am or 5 in the dawn to go the bathroom, I can feel my butt is freezing, and then the next thing I know when I really got up from bed by 10am its so effing hot. Then in the afternoon it’ll rain so hard as if the clouds been holding that water for so long. ... global warming indeed … but it has nothing to do actually with my post, I just want to mourn ‘bout how terrible the world now is …. anyway I remembered that it’s been a long time since I posted my last blog, so here.

Well to sum it up, finally I made it (after all the stressful moments last sem, specially with the thesis and zoology lol). I graduated from college last March. I’m done with my studies. College life is over. I really don’t know how to feel about it, because if I could choose between studying (including the subjects I hate so much, not to mention the other professors I don’t like =p) and working (which means really working my lazy ass off) ? hell I’d rather choose to study forever… but of course that’ll be unfair for my parents.

some proofs

But more or less I feel fulfilled, somehow. I’d say this is one of my great achievements. I mean, graduating from college was not that easy after all. I’ve encountered a lot of obstacles – and I really mean - a lot. Of course there’s the pressures, problems, deadlines, projects, exams, freaking professors (only some =p). However my college life was really one of the high lights of my life. I’ve gained a lot of good friends, i have the best friends in the world and a special mention to my second home Cozy House Dormitory – one of the best place in the world! … And most of all, I know that I’m a better person now than I was before…..

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At the moment, I’m living the BUM’s life haha =p … I know almost everyone around me can’t wait, for me to force my lazy ass to work!! … but they can’t blame me, I guess I deserve some break. ….. but it doesn’t mean I’m not thinking to work my ass off as soon as possible. I mean, now that I’m done with my studies my parents are not oblige anymore to give me an allowance (hiya ko nalang no! =p) …… well my original plan was to find a job by mid of April, but when April came .. I kinda feel lazy searching for work... and I still feel lazy up to now....... hehehe --- ok, here, I won’t promise but I’ll guarantee that by June, I’m really going to search for a work … gotta pull myself back together…. It won’t be easy I know (cause as they say – the REAL WORLD is going to eat you alive) … but hey! Nothings really easy ……