I'm good, I'm gone.

"and if you say I'm not OK; we mus-t go...

if you say there ain't no way that i could know..

if you say i aim too high from down below..

well, say you're not 'cause when i'm gone

you'll be callin' but i won't be at the phone..."

- Lykke Li ♥

a F.A.T. life...

September:

*started working.

Wow what a training! You got to have a firm discipline to yourself if you want to pass and make it to the “floor” (as we call our workplace). You have to remember that you’re not a student anymore, and those petty excuses that you use to say to your professors back in college won’t work here. Fortunately I made it. Passed the training and now I’m officially 7 months on the floor, continuously working my ass off to be a better agent. 

 

October:

*hiatus.

I must say I sacrificed a lot when I started working. First off, goodbye leisure time and then goodbye gimmicks, technically goodbye social life (well not really, let’s just say I’m still on the adjustment period then). See also: goodbye road trips and morning views. I’m now an official nocturnal being – at least I’m paid for being one unlike before. There was even a time when I already forgot how a mall looks like and how it’s like to party hard and get wasted. Yes friends, believe it or not I tried to stay away from vices, but.... let’s say I can’t help it… so there…geez.

At some point I felt so static, that it seems every day is a copy of a copy of a copy of yesterday. To think it’s been only one month since I fell on this hell hole and I’m giving up already. So I shook myself up for me to realize that I’ve only just begun.

 

November:

*level up.

2 months and I’ve already committed a lot of offenses haha. I was put onto action plan because of my lates and guess when it’s going to fall off?? *ehem* by February! Damn it. I can’t afford to be late again or else I’ll be terminated. Talk about my old disease.

 

December:

*the season to be jolly. (not really applicable to me)

By this time “you can already feel the spirit of holidays” as they say. But to us “yeah right, holidays!” hell it’s a “blackout period”, meaning you can’t go on absent no matter how terrible and sick you feel (unless you’re dying haha). And MALAS mo if at Christmas you have a work (which basically what happened to me). Malas.

Though I wasn’t able to spend Christmas with my family, I must say it’s quite an experience spending your holidays at the office with some good company anyway.

See also: I’m glad to say, atleast I got to attend  some christmas parties – with my Cozy House Family and Psychoe friends :)

 

January:

*another year to screw.

Just like with Christmas, I wasn’t able to spend the New Year with my family too. Where am I?? At my freaking work. Taking calls, while the whole world is having a good time. As I remember, I was then talking to a caller (an old lady) who needs my help that moment for a one special phone number (a residential listing), after I was able to find and gave her the number, I was so touched when she told me “Happy New Year Operator and may you have a wonderful year! I’m so sorry you have to work today to help us.” And I was like, “No worries, it’s my pleasure to help you ma’am. Have a Blessed New Year too!” After that call, I logged out and pause for a while. God! I almost cried! I miss my family! Specially my parents who’s not here in P.I.

 

February:

* crossing my fingers.

Finally my C.A’s fell off. And finally I’m already regularized. Got transferred to a new TM, TL, and Team, let’s just hope I’ll do well this time.

 

March:

*wow. it’s been one year.

Can’t believe it, it’s already one year since I graduated from college. Time flies really fast.

Congratulations to my “bispren neth” and “cza cza gurl”!!  happy graduation and good luck to your career guys! I wish you both the best  :)

 

April:

*tumblingmoments.

So freaking fed up. Nuff’ said.

much respect.

it’s true that life is such a kaleidoscope world …

but you proved everyone that despite all the hurdles, it can still be a happy battle …

thank you so much for the music …

you’re now a true freeman …

so long super proxy!

 

photo came from his site.

Tokyo!

wickedly weird.

"get the story right. get the story right. get the story down.

be good."


You can also watch the Tokyo! trailer in high definition here.

Kermit Bale

What do Christian Bale and Kermit the Frog have in common? haha you'll love this!

found these photos in here CLICK - CLICK


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b.)




nice smile !


c.)




haha weee tambling !


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e.)




why so serious ??


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g.)




whatta HUNK !


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hahaha


i.)

sigh.

"I never realize how much I like being home unless I've been somewhere really different for a while ..." - Juno (movie)

movies: my must watch list

some movies that I’m looking forward to watch soon.

If this movie doesn't touch you, then go ahead and touch yourself…

They said that “it is pretty much the most sexually fueled thing you'll see all year.” – FS.net

Choke is both written and directed by first-time filmmaker and actor Clark Gregg. The film is an adaption of Fight Club writer Chuck Palahniuk's novel of the same name.

Follow our directions, and you live through this. Disobey, and you die.

It has a unique action, a mysterious storyline, and Shia LaBeouf and Michelle Monaghan working together
= Kickass!

Eagle Eye is directed by D.J. Caruso, of The Salton Sea and last year's Disturbia. The story for the film was actually imagined by Steven Spielberg but the script was penned by Eli Attie ("The West Wing", "House") and John Glenn (upcoming Clash of the Titans remake).






I had love Guy Ritchie's films since my friend Ahmed introduced his movies to me. So I bet this one is going to be pretty awesome too.

RocknRolla is both written and directed by British filmmaker Guy Ritchie, of Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels, Snatch, and Revolver previously.

Honestly it's the trailer that caught my attention. I know nothing 'bout Max Payne except that it’s an adaptation of the video game with the same title. And I think Mark Wahlberg will show some edge of action here.

Max Payne is directed by Irish filmmaker John Moore, of Behind Enemy Lines, Flight of the Phoenix, and The Omen previously, with a screenplay written by first-time writer Beau Thorne. The film is based on the popular Max Payne series of third-person-shooter video games that first arrived in 2001.

What is it with you and women? ...

I’d say another masterpiece from one of my favorite director – Frank Miller (Sin City, 300). If you could still remember i have posted the teaser trailer of this movie before. *see my videos*

The Spirit is both written and directed by legendary comic book author Frank Miller, who previously worked with Robert Rodriguez to direct segments of Sin City. The film is based Will Eisner's newspaper comic strip of the same name that originally debuted in 1940.

With you it's always complicated.


And yes, another badass movie from my beloved Jason Statham. I bet this movie is going to be as exciting as the Transporter 1 and 2. Can't wait for november.

Transporter 3 is directed by French filmmaker Olivier Megaton, of Exit, The Red Siren, and Angie previously, with a script penned by both and Robert Mark Kamen and Luc Besson, the same two who also wrote the first and second Transporter.

P.S. I recommend you watch the trailers of these movies so you'll know what I mean.